RE:Construct

re·con·struct (rē'kən-strŭkt')
tr.v. re·con·struct·ed, re·con·struct·ing, re·con·structs

1. To construct again; rebuild.
2. To assemble or build again mentally; re-create: reconstructed the sequence of events from the evidence.
3. To cause to adopt a new attitude or outlook: a diehard traditionalist who could not be reconstructed.

Source: Dictionary.com

Reconstruction. It has been on my mind for quite some time now. As of late, I feel like a little change here and there wouldn't hurt. A couple of things I have contemplated about reconstructing and have given some effort into are the following:

1. Me, Myself & I
   
2. Friends

Me, Myself & I. First & foremost, there are some changes that can be made about me. Nothing too drastic. Its just self progression. It would be nice to carry myself more appropriately in front of others. There's a time for work and a time for play. To differentiate between work and play discretely. Sadly, I find myself to have great difficulty in this area. Oh, the jokes? Yes, yes... I have to work on that. What can I say, it warms my heart to see people laugh. Hate? I have pressed on the issue many times. I don't hate anyone, anymore. It took me a long time to get to this point. Its no good and it doesn't get you anywhere. All it does is eat away at you. I cut my hair recently because I got tired of it. New cut = new personality? Then there's weight loss. *sigh* I just have to get the ball rolling. I know I can do it. I just have to keep trying. Stupid Master Cleanse. Hopefully I can make some progress.

Friends. I have outgrown a few. It happens. "Best Friend?" Titles, it doesn't work for me. I have a best friend, but I don't see him very often. It's hard to keep in touch with someone that is preoccupied. I understand. So I would like to get rid of the "best" friend title. I have people labeled as friends, and that's the "best" I can do for now. I'm looking to consolidate LOL. Taking the handful of friends I have now and doing a little pick & choose amongst the few. I'd like to get to know more people and become closer. That would be nice. I should go on a friend hunt HAHA.

I think that's all I have for now until then.. toodles.

Song on my Mind: Craig David "6 of 1 Thing"